Long story short, This UPRAK is one of the biggest projects that I’m proud of, even though this isn’t really a great start up but in the end it ended up very well. Before diving into it, I’m introducing how to start up. All of it was based on how messy we are. even anxious with the position I’m holding but can’t really do something about it. So, we are starting from doing it at my friend’s house, aka Ajere house. By the first meeting I was kinda late but after I was there it felt odd. Many of my friends didn’t do anything and I see Ajere with Clarence trying to fixing his expression. well, I’m trying to help but something drama happened because Clarence said he can’t show some emotion. I”m trying my best to show him how to representing it but just with body language, it worked well but not maximizing it.

Well then i continue to go to her house, helping property and decoration on making things for the rehearsals and help the mc for the acting

But afterward i usually get asked by my fam what has just happened, what are you guys doing there or even is there any result?

Well i answer like how it is done how it is had happen and how it is goes with though that it wouldn’t effect on anything

Until the third day after I went from helping for the drama, my fam started saying that I’m only wasting my time.

It got me struck and hesitant

Should i still continue or what can I do? Well, I realize the only answer for that was following my fam.

If I’m not doing it, people may know what has just happened.

They said that I should do only my task, over that just let it be.

That’s right.

Whenever I can take a chance to not come, I’ll be busy doing my thing and done with it rather than something I waste time, money and strength.

If one of them protested about my present, I’m just gonna answer if you want I allowed you to talk with my fam. Not like I don’t care about it but it is how it is. I tried my best to beat my energy that day but not all people did the same. And that time our producer can’t really leading the class

Maybe because of the business that she has or she was to tired and more. But, I just only focusing on my work and myself. If i don’t have any importance there, I usually do something else.

I canceled mostly my personal plan and it was a bit sad cuz it kinda crashed with the UPRAK schedule.

Even at our first performance the teacher hates how it is turn out to be

All of it was a disaster

I  remembered at the time our rehearsals go on stage the performance not done yet

We might just perform 1/3 part from the drama

Then the second drama thats been judge, it turns out better than before but still didn’t satisfied the judger

Even one of the teacher said that ” I don’t even have an interest to looking at it”

Bruh, it hurt to hear that. The teacher even said that they don’t want our drama to be perform if it doesn’t has any upgrowing and if we don’t want to work together as a team.

Moreover, almost close to the d day, maybe approximately around 2 or 3 weeks, many of us starting to work on it by coming to the project group, practicing, renting a studio, making the ad, reinforcing the rule that we made and etc.

In result maybe like 4 days before the day, i remember in V hall, the teachers agrees that we’ve been approved to be played in the stage

It is such an emotional moment to us after being rejected before

In the end, all of it went smoothly.

Everything was great, every feels was touched and even parents can hold the feeling by our acting

I’m really grateful and honourable by our teamwork in the last minutes

But in results everything was wonderful

Thank you for this moment XII-B1

this is one of the moment from the dance practice that I have. I don’t really documenting all the activities.. because my phone storage